wah lan eh...sibei sian

wah lan eh..sibei sian..ppl think smu is a happening place can play play sit around enjoy life, have fun...like as if eng eng cheng cheng gia lai gia kee...no la!!!!! it is also gia lai gia kee...but is gia very fast from the business block to the DUnnO wat library (until now i still dunno the name la..seriously who actually bothers? i will when i find out the name)...then to the SESS the SIS and the more expensive than the opposite SMU kopitiam kopitiam....

whole day walk here walk there as if walking is free one..then is always walk very fast...not like the old auntie old uncle walk at the botanic gardens that kind of speed..ppl think smu is slack...at first i also..but then now kena like shit...my timetable only four days...mon-wed only half day...wah sound like paradise like some playground...all bluff one...the work the project the presentation the quiz all not bluff one...

LTB make us go do community service but dun recognise...wah lan ey...do good for community also not recognise...simi LJ? but then bobian...have to do means have to do...at least i know i doing for a good cause..to make singapore a better place (whether big or small extent)...and of cos for my grades...but i so blur...i try my best to to wat i can but somehow i feel i don;t enuff...i feel i do less than the rest...wah if they think i slacker or wat...siao liao..my grades sure kena like egg drop on floor...HG...sure HG one...but i will do what i can...sian this is one stress part...then still have to stress whether not our project can work...we willing the organisation we intend to work with not willing...also die..i hope that the organisation will cooperate...and let's together make singapore a better place...

then the comm101...dunno wat fuck quiz...say until like some game (call quiz) but actually is test...knn all the theories like talk cock one..all common sense but put into book...wah sian man like that have to memorise like siao...the quiz i also dunno what it is like...then how i know what to take not of when i study? i just read thru my chapters nia already take dunno how many thousand hours liao...if must memorise then confirm die bad bad...not say i dun understand or wat...but ask me remember what belongs to what theory=who's theory=how it works...TELL ME HOW???? but then still got ppl can..they the lee kong chian scholar and the dunno wat scholars one...super gilat one...give them what...dunno also they study until know...kee siao one...nvm...i will work until siao like them..then next yr i become some ocbc scholar or uob scholar...the two banks in my school now to track my performance...so next time they can appoint me as their CEO...not bad not bad..i think can...communication is good..just that now it is confusing me too much liao...i will find my way someday...communication lesson is fun and interesting...cos study the way ppl communicate and how to communicate effectively...it's the theories and quizes that are repulsive...cos i get intimidated by the information...all very scary...but i will conquer my fear...in time to come...

sian then the FA..like crazy....wat debit credit...i only know fuckit...like that how??? i sure die one la...my first class honors sure gone one...wah i see liao i also become gong...all these new things like come to me so fast make me damn stress...but nvm...i think i just become rusty cos of 2+ yrs of army...slowly slowly i will adapt...get used to the pace and then...hahahahahaha....scholarship...

it's always good to have dreams don't you think?

i have dreams too...

i'm sure some of them will come true...